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22years old nko... yey!..hehe...haaay...
Salamat kay GOD at umabot pko sa edad na toh..
tanda ko na pla...parang kelan lang.. naglalaro pko ng kalog tansan...hehe..
Owel..di na ko bata..sana mahanap ko na yung tinatawag nilang "Life Purpose"...sana din matupad ko na yung mga pangarap ko sa buhay... magseseryoso nako sa buhay..dapat eh..hehe.. ayun lng... sana maupad yung B-day wish ko.. hehe..saka sana HAPPY lahat ng taong mahal ko sa buhay..

^{_{HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...**}} 

Music: Body Shaki’n  by 911

Mood: hmmm… ok na…

WaaaaAAAaaahh!!!! 15 days to go…22 nko!!! Takot ako!!! Hehhe….

Bwisit kasi yung Pinoy Big Brother…nagccount down sila sa birthday ko!!! Hehehe..

My gulay!! I only have 15 days to go para ibalik sa dati itsura ko…waaaahh!!!

Sana makaya…hehehe…

Dami kong dapat gawin!!! Kaya yan..kailangan lang ng disiplina!!! Hehe..(la pa nmn ako nun) hehe..!... GOODLUCK sakin…

a one.. two.. three.. four….♫

(You got my bodyshakin') sends a shiver to my soul
(I didn't get no warning) you got me shakin' to the bone
(I got my secret weapon) I'm gonna get you all alone, yeah, yeah
So let your body lose control

I was the boy walking tough, king of the street
Believed in making my own destiny, yeah
Victim of love, I made a promise that I'd never be
Another one of love's fatalities
Rule number one was running wild and always running free
Didn't need no luck, my guardian angel looking over me
You passed me by, I got the vibe, left me in disbelief
Arrow to my heart at hurricane velocity

You pierced my emotional armour (emotional)
Bolt of lightning couldn't hit me harder

(You got my bodyshakin') sends a shiver to my soul
(I didn't get no warning) you got me shakin' to the bone
(I got my secret weapon) I'm gonna get you all alone, yeah, yeah
So let your body lose control

This is as simple as 1-2-3
We've been drawn together by a love-power-energy
I wanna be your lover, wanna be your friend
Wanna be your lifetime, not just a weekend
Check, check it out, check it out, check, check it out
I wanna be your homeboy, ain't no doubt
I wanna be your first choice, never let you down
Love, peace, I'm outta here, brothers

You pierced my emotional armour (emotional)
Bolt of lightning couldn't hit me harder

(You got my bodyshakin') sends a shiver to my soul
(I didn't get no warning) you got me shakin' to the bone
(I got my secret weapon) I'm gonna get you all alone, yeah, yeah
So let your body lose control

My Best friend’s Lover…..

Hehe….

Akala ko nung una di kami magkakasundo ng payatot na yun…hehe…kasi sinabihan nya kong mataba!!!! Waaaaaaaahh!!!... di kaya!!!huh!!

Hehehe…

Last November 19…pinakilala sakin ni Rj si atot donnA! Hahaha…. Ok nmn sha…

akala ko salbahe…yun pala..sobra BAET…nahihiya akong asarin…ehehehe…

sobrang inosente…(uyyyy)

So ayun… nuod kami ng Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire..(ganda)!

Hehe.yun nga lang medyo O.P. ako sa kanila..huh!!! sweet pa kasi e,..hehe..

Di ko rin masyado nainindihan…english kasi e,..hehe… ulituin ko nlang!!!

Bili ako DVD sa Quiapo!!! Hehehe… so yun..

Well…swerte ng bestfriend ko sa kanya..and vice versa..hehe..

Sana magtagal sila…di katulad ng nagyari sakin…huhuhu!!=)

Good luck to the two of you!!!... dito lang ako bro..

Para sayo to'h!! hehehe….bwisit ka!! hehe…

Pink
Just Like A Pill  

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me 
  I think I took too much 
  I'm crying here, what have you done? 
  I thought it would be fun  
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
  shortage in the switch, 
  I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch 
  I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
  being a little bitch, 
  I think I'll get outta here, where I can 
  Run just as fast as I can 
  To the middle of nowhere 
  To the middle of my frustrated fears 
  And I swear you're just like a pill 
  Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill 
  You keep makin' me ill 
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me 
  This must be a bad trip 
  All of the other pills, they were different 
  Maybe I should get some help 
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
  shortage in the switch, 
  I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch 
  I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
  being a little bitch, 
  I think I'll get outta here, where I can 
Run just as fast as I can 
  To the middle of nowhere 
  To the middle of my frustrated fears 
  And I swear you're just like a pill 
  Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill 
  You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can 
  To the middle of nowhere 
  To the middle of my frustrated fears 
  And I swear you're just like a pill 
  Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill 
  You keep makin' me ill 
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
  shortage in the switch, 
  I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch 
  I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
  being a little bitch, 
  I think I'll get outta here, where I can  
Run just as fast as I can 
  To the middle of nowhere 
  To the middle of my frustrated fears 
  And I swear you're just like a pill 
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill 
  You keep makin' me ill

2005 for me is the worst year ever for me. I don’t know why. Pero lahat ata ng nangyari sa buhay ko puro panget. Puro nalang depressions. Ewan ko bakit ganito.

…Napa-amin ako sa di ko dapat aminin.?

…Nasira ang buhay ko sa taong di ko dapat nakilala.

…Nawalan ng direksyo ang buhay ko.

…Dumami tigyawat ko.

…Wala pa kong trabaho, magbi-birthday nako. Haaaaay…buhay nga naman!! Minsan lahat against sayo.!!

Meron namang magagandang nangyari… pero ewan ko kung dapat ko bang i-consider yun…kasi puro naman KASINUNGALINGAN lahat. Masaktan na ang dapat masaktan!!! Pero yun talaga nararamdaman ko… Yung taong pinag-ukulan ko ng buong buhay ko… ni katiting, wala namang naidulot na maganda para sakin.. masakit tlaga magmahal minsan, lalo na, kapag ikaw lang ang nagmamahal…. Kcuf!!!!!!!!!!!

Haaay,…gusto ko nang ibaon sa limot lahat..pero mahirap!! Pero kakayanin!!!

Sisimulan ko nang ayusin buhay ko…madami pang naghihintay para sakin…

Di ko dapat hayaang masira buhay ko dahil lang sa isang tao!!

Mga DAPAT kong gawin:

☻--Mag GYM!!!

☻--Magahanap ng trabaho!!!

☻--Mag pa-glycolic treatment!!hehe…

Humanda kayo sa king pagbabalik!!! Nyahaha…joke lang!!

*sabi nga ng bestfriend kong si Randall :

Music: “Shake it off” by: Mariah Carey

Mood: -Badtrip!!-

Clothes: Wala..hehehe

Haaaayy… *sigh*..  Panget ng araw ko ngayon!! One of the worst day of my life na ata… ewan ko ba…  simula pagtulog ko hanggang paggising ko… puro nlng badtrip!!...

Bwisit…{xencia na..puro negative vibes me ngayon..} Kasi namn… :

   3:00 am   -    Away kami ng Bheb ko L… Ewan ko ba… pero lately ata..puro nalang kami away..d ko alam… cguro nga sa relationship.. d nlng puro happy..dapat may konti ding drama..hehe… so…ayun.. di ako nakatulog…

`-WAAÀAHHHHHHHHHHHHH-`
ehehehehe!
BWISIT!!!!!!  Namiss ko tong blog koh ahh..
hehehe..
Halos 5 months din akong di nakakapag update......
Aahahahahah...(parang wala namang nakakpansin e... si MILD BREW lang..huhuhu)
Thanks Mild Brew!! hehe...
~~~~**~~~~
Owel...daming na nangyari sa buhay ko!!! Grabeh...
Kwento ko sa inyo, gusto nyo??..... (La lang,,, "SHARING!!" ehehe)
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
ehem..... *cough*
Lam nyo bang muntik na kong magka Nervous Breakdown?!!? hehehe...
opo!
muntik na!!!!..... kasi iniwan ako noon ng mahal ko..... nagpuntang DUBAii!!! huh!!!!
Tapos, ang akala ko magwowork lang......
un pla.... NAGPAKASAL ang ungas sa Ex nya...
huhuhuhuhuhuhu ;c
d ko tuloy alam gagawin ko! pano...ang layo nya... sa pinsan nya lang ako nkikibalita!!!
and then....un happily married? na sila daw ngayon....
d na ako umepal...wla na kasi ko laban dun e....
Pro ang masakit sa lahat... eh yung nalaman kong "PLAY " lang pla yung nangyari samin!!...
waaaahhhh~~ hangsakit nun!!!
tapos...ayun...tingin ko masaya na sila sa buhay nila......
PERO!, d nmn lahat puro lungkot...may saya din naman....
kasi...nakahanap me ng new Bestfwen...si +R-A-N-D-A-L-L+
d nya ako iniwan nung super mega down nako... SALAMAT Pare ha... true frendster k tlga!!!
ehehehehe....
at shempre....may bago na kong L U V .... ehehehehe...
lam nyo kung sino????????
...........yung pinsan ng Ex kong ungas!!!!
@-;---- (rose po yan!)
ehehehehehe...sayo po yang rose!! ~Love you so much Bheb!!~
ooooooooooopppppsssss.....
wag po kayong mag isip ng masama sakin...d ko po sila tinuhog....ok!!
it just so happen!! [-naks!! nglish yun!!-] hehe...
and then yun...happy na kmi ng Bheb ko!!! love you chelly...pero itong Ex ko... gustong ilayo mahal ko sakin!!!
hmmmmmmmmmp!!!! Kainis!!!
hehehehe..pero ayos lang...di nya kami kaya!!! "coz we belong together!!!" hehe
ayun lang po......
-grabeh...yan lahat nangyari sakin sa loob lng ng 5 buwan!!!-

  o(*,*)o  ==>ako yan!!!!

"MUKHA BA KONG CALLBOY???"